Crazy week. I met someone that I actually like, think is funny, is the right age, and is not excessively compulsive about everything. He lives on farmer time...schedules depend on when the cows come home...
I don't mind that. It fits in with my time. But he is very high key for a farmer-type, meeting himself coming and going, even though he makes his own schedule. He is always helping others, giving blood, fixing or installing a new wood-fired furnace. He's funny, spontaneous and good looking. He works on taking care of himself; watching what he eats, taking vitamins, meditating, singing, dancing, and laughing. And I don't know what to expect. I think I may have already, in one week, worn him out by calling him too much, although he insisted that I should call him any time I wanted when I asked about it at two different times. I think he needs the same things I do...stability and peace, along with passion and dynamic, working meaningful living...a way to be joyful and centered in the chaos we create around us. We'll see.
I really like him, so if it doesn't work out, I will know that there are people out there that I can really like and maybe even have a relationship with, when I'm ready. I was beginning to believe that it wasn't possible to find any male I really enjoyed as much as I enjoy either Julie and Robin. I guess I will try to be open to the possibility that there might be someone for me to enjoy being with. We'll see.
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